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June 11, 2012 Leave a comment
Before, Just before my heart remembered to love you
It recalled the pain it had felt when you last left
I can no longer remember why our story ended the last time
I must have thrown it into the sea of forgetfulness
But tonight my heart remembered some things
Though I dont know if they still mean the same thing.
My heart remembered the pain of not knowing what being with you was about
My heart remembered the thrill of holding your attention in a room full of greater beauties
My heart remembered dancing with you when there were greater dancers in the room
My heart remembered your strong gentle hands on my shoulders, kneeding away my tension
My heart remembered the look in your eyes as you listened to something I was saying as though it was profound
My heart remembered the look in your eyes as you gave…
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June 5, 2012 Leave a comment
I am sitting here trying to find a synonym for Orgasm, so that I dont offend some by entitling this post; ‘Orgasmic Worship’. But it ts hard. No other word seems appropriate. Am simply trying to find a word that appropriatly captures that phenomenon of having gone beyond the mundane, beyond the veil in terms of bonding with God, and connecting explosively with Him in a way that He permeates your thoughts, actions, intentions, keeps you aglow and connected to Him for the rest of the while until you next engage in the act of intense adoration. So I have chosen the word ‘climatic’ because it wont stumble others…but between you and I, lets just say you know what am talking about.
Anyway, it was Wednesday night I think, or maybe Thursday and yet it felt like Monday or Tuesday. I was tired. I was sitting on the floor mat…
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June 4, 2012 2 Comments
The past week has been a distressing one for me. Mostly self inflicted. I fell again for the trick of trying to interpret my life into the diction of ‘what is acceptable’. I forgot that that defination is as varied as there are human beings alive. And that God warns us against placing our trust in men, their judgement of us, no matter what plain they are on.
I love the household of God. As a member am often put on the spot, sometimes by other members, but mostly by those who choose to stay out because they pick on something about a certain member or leader that they dont like/are uncomfortable with, as an excuse. Lately it has had to do with material things; the having or lacking of these. People will doubt your stand when you have a lot of stuff, and they will doubt your stand when you have a little stuff. And when they perceive you to have no stuff, you are walking on fire! The thing God reminded me to do, is to focus on Him, as He is the One Who in His own wisdom, KNOWS my stand, and actually DISPENSED stuff as He chose to. Simple…
’They are like children sitting in the marketplace and calling to one another, saying:
‘We played the flute for you, And you did not dance;
We mourned to you, And you did not weep.’
FOR John the Baptist came neither eating bread nor drinking wine, and you say, ‘He has a demon.’ The Son of Man has come eating and drinking, and you say, ‘Look, a glutton and a winebibber, a friend of tax collectors and sinners!’ But wisdom is justified by all her children.”
Jesus Christ in Luke 7:32-35 and Mathew 11:18-19
Life is a dance…its a walking dance. A dancing pilgrim. Most of us try to determine for others how they should live, a way that responds to our own pulse, forgetting that God has given them their own. And that we ourselves have not yet mastered the very dance we prescribe for them. When we surrender to Him, we dance well: when we DEPEND ENTIRELY on the dictates of others, we miss the beat of our own lives as God made them to be. We no longer worship Him as we have been created to. We dance askew.
Let God be The One you follow, The One Who sets the tune for you to dance. However He manifests through your life and circumstances, there will still be MANY who doubt you and judge your life and doctrine according to codes made by man. Remember that many songs are born with their own dance style, many times because they cannot be danced in the styles gone by, sometimes, because the singer cannot dance. We however have One God Who writes the song, and sets the choreography for you…remain steady by remaining on Christ The Solid Rock for ALL OTHER GROUND is sinking sand.